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April 26, 2008

Pain in my Heart…

Filed under: Not so the drama

Hmmm.. All i can say is., this song suits me..hehe Someday i believe i can never feel the pain anymore..emoticon

Here I am alone      
In this empty room                      
And   let my   mind just fly 
You to the end
Thoughts of you still linger in my memories
Wondering why my life is not that fair.

REFRAIN:
I could still recall, the memories of you
The joy and laughter, the love wasn’t be there
Oh I can’t believe you’re gone.  

CHORUS:
I don’t want to remember the things we used to do
All the things that reminds me of you
I don’t want to hear that song the songs we used to sing
Cause I don’t want to feel the pain in my heart.

Talking to myself, the reason I should find
Finding out why everything went wrong..
Tears falling down my cheeks that I’ve been trying to hold
It doesn’t know if I could still go on…
I wanted you to stay the tears begins to show
You said you care for me but now you have to go
ohh.  I can’t believe you’re gone..

I   just can’t believe you’re   gone

April 2, 2008

My First I LOVE YOU!!

Filed under: Not so the drama

This post is for my sister Nurdine..hehe Well, we both love music…for music makes our life joyful! di ba yan?? hehe

I wanna share you how dramatic nurdine is.. (emo) hehe
It was on holy thursday when I receive her 1st "I LOVE YOU" to me.. Yup! You got it right.. I was on my emoteful mood at that time.. and I knew she knew that I was really sad and worn out.. It felt like I always wanted to be left alone.. to think..reminicse..and to think again..
 In the midst of my thinking mood.. She caught up my attention.

Surprisingly, She told me.. "te han, naa koy iingon saimo..pero sa cp lng nko ipaagi"… den, she showed me her cellphone..

And…..i was shocked ..Because the screen saver of her cp at that time was "I LOVE YOU".. oh.. i really wanted to cry..

Tears of joy..i think.. i am so glad because in the lonesome days of my life..her comes my sister.. telling me that she loves me.. (^_^)
thank you nurdz.. i may not show my love for you all the time.. but swear.. I’ll love you always (when i say always..it means forever)..
You are one of my inspirations in reaching the dreams I have and I’ll promise not only to you but of course to our entire family that I will do everything in order for me to succeed. My success will be definitely our SUCCESS. I love you too!

April 1, 2008

Chatting with SIR KNIGHT!

Filed under: Not so the drama
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:33:44 PM): http://repeatthecryofyourheart.blogspot.com/2008/03/year-2008.html
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:34:00 PM): ahaha
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:34:09 PM): storyahi nlng ko ana jun2
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:34:11 PM): ^^
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:34:20 PM): ayaw
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:34:23 PM): lingaw man 2
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:34:47 PM): hehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:34:53 PM): online man lge ka?
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:37:00 PM): wla lng, isa ka oras lng ko kai m2log ko unya
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:37:25 PM): naa mn lng ko blay krun
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:37:54 PM): aw
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:37:57 PM): ngdula ka noh?
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:38:27 PM): wla oi, chat lng
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:38:38 PM): ow?
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:38:41 PM): chka2
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:38:43 PM): hehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:39:32 PM): yup
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:39:39 PM): unya pko mgdula or dli cguro
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:39:40 PM): hehehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:39:45 PM): asa diay ka ka run??
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:39:59 PM): naa sa ofis
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:40:07 PM): murag hul day na ngnet
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:40:08 PM): hehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:40:16 PM): gnina lng man ko online day
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:40:17 PM): wah!
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:41:03 PM): oist!
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:41:08 PM): unsa mn ni xa??
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:41:25 PM): lingaw noh?
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:41:27 PM): hehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:41:38 PM): pgbuhat ug blog day
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:41:48 PM): kpoi hmo
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:41:53 PM): dli ko kblo
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:41:54 PM): hehehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:42:07 PM): mura mn kag mumu aning pic nmu dri jun2
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:42:36 PM): wah!
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:42:45 PM): cute ko dra ui..
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:42:48 PM): hehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:42:52 PM): tanga2
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:42:54 PM): tsk3
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:43:13 PM): lol…cute ang pantabon
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:43:16 PM): hahaha
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:43:28 PM): hmmmph
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:43:34 PM): malong man na day
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:43:40 PM): ahaha…
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:43:40 PM): gni
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:43:43 PM): cute ang malong
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:43:48 PM): ayyy
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:43:51 PM): kalain
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:43:52 PM): hehehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:44:12 PM): basa skong blog tpos leave a comment daun
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:50:51 PM): yup
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:50:57 PM): asa man imong pic?
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:51:01 PM): pgsend
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:51:06 PM): hehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:51:10 PM): kani oh
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:51:13 PM): :0
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:51:16 PM): hehehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:51:21 PM): toinkz
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:51:24 PM): pangit
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:51:54 PM): hahaha
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:53:09 PM): k2
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:53:28 PM): kapoi mn
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:53:30 PM): hehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:53:35 PM): hmmmph
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:53:41 PM): unsa ma na ui
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:53:53 PM): mg.unsa nlng ka kung pirmi ka kapuyon?
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:53:55 PM): ahahaha
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:54:01 PM): m2log
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:54:05 PM): hehehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:54:21 PM): hatagi nlng ko ug massage pra mwla akong kpoi
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:54:23 PM): hahaha
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:54:27 PM): ahaha
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:54:35 PM): nya, moanha ko dha?
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:54:46 PM): xur ba
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:54:58 PM): skt kaau akong ulo
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:55:02 PM): kailngn ug hilot
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:55:02 PM): hehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:55:31 PM): ow?
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:55:33 PM): ahaha
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:55:36 PM): asus
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:55:42 PM): inom tambal ui
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:56:08 PM): HAHAHA
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:56:27 PM): ngkatawa ko skong isa ka chat
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:56:29 PM): luoy au
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:56:42 PM): wa daw xa ksbot skong blog ky english
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:56:45 PM): tsk3
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:56:46 PM): hehehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:56:52 PM): y man??
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:56:58 PM): if he only knew
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:57:07 PM): pgmbasa 2 nia
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:57:09 PM): if he only knew wat??
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:57:12 PM): aw
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:57:24 PM): book of life man 2 nko
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:57:29 PM): murag diary ba
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:57:33 PM): ah….
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:57:38 PM): nd,
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:57:42 PM): mas mailhan ko nia
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:57:51 PM): dli nlng nko basahon kay diary mn kaha na nimo
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:58:00 PM): tangek
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:58:02 PM): yeah
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:58:15 PM): pero dili man toh restricted
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:58:21 PM): gsulat 2 nko
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:58:31 PM): just 2 express how i feel
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:58:32 PM): hehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:58:50 PM): mas malipay man ko pag.isulat kesa istory
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:59:11 PM): hehehe]
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:59:20 PM): o db..
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:59:26 PM): bsaha
hannah s. (4/1/2008 1:59:41 PM): para dili pud sayang akong effort na ipublish tru net
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 1:59:58 PM): aw
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:00:21 PM): dli mn ma sayang kai naa mn ni basa
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:00:21 PM): dli lng nko basahon
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:00:52 PM): ngano man?
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:00:58 PM): murag tangek ui
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:01:08 PM): kaya gni gnaingnan tka
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:01:17 PM): ky gusto nko mobasa pod ka
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:01:18 PM): naku
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:02:21 PM): hehehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:02:24 PM): pass lng sa ko
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:02:34 PM): y lge?
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:03:03 PM): wen d ryt time comes dd2 na nko basahon
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:03:06 PM): hehehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:03:10 PM): asus
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:03:12 PM): haha
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:03:29 PM): nganong naa pa mn ky paryttym2
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:03:33 PM): awts
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:03:39 PM): give me valid reasons
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:03:45 PM): intawon
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:03:49 PM): mobasa lng ka
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:03:54 PM): way mwala saimo
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:03:56 PM): hehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:04:17 PM): hmmm….i have my reasons
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:04:37 PM): den wat are ur reasons?
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:05:05 PM): it is 4 me 2 know nd 4 u 2 find out
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:05:09 PM): hehehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:05:57 PM): oist!!!
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:06:07 PM): ngek?
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:06:09 PM): gnun?
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:06:18 PM): still im not convinced
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:06:19 PM): opo
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:06:33 PM): i know….hehehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:06:33 PM): gnapaicp lng ko nimo dah
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:06:42 PM): unsa jud imong rason
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:06:50 PM): hmmm
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:06:56 PM): give me a clue
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:07:34 PM): hehehe….gs2 jud niya mahibal.an dah
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:07:46 PM): alangan
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:07:48 PM): noh?
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:07:53 PM): just wondrin
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:07:58 PM): para mobasa lng
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:08:00 PM): ahaha
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:08:32 PM): hehehe…its confidential
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:08:39 PM): hahaha
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:08:39 PM): joke
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:08:40 PM): aw
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:08:56 PM): i wonder wat makes it "confidential"?
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:08:58 PM): ahaha
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:10:54 PM): meaning, only authorize persons r allowed to know
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:10:58 PM): hehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:11:10 PM): nd im not authorized?
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:11:12 PM): hehe
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:11:21 PM): a clue
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:11:22 PM): a clue
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:11:36 PM): hehehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:11:47 PM): ok2
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:11:53 PM): unsa?
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:12:22 PM): naa mn gud koi nabasahan sa isa ka buk abwt ani
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:12:52 PM): unya… unsa daw?
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:12:55 PM): tell me
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:12:56 PM): hehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:14:02 PM): na if u open up 2 a person, its like letting ur enemies enter into ur life
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:14:31 PM): ur not my enemy mn
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:14:35 PM): conect2
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:14:37 PM): whch means dey wud know ur secrets and ur weaknesses and later use it on u
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:14:48 PM): no
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:14:54 PM): its not like dat
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:15:10 PM): mas nice man ng mkblo cla skong gbati
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:15:29 PM): hmmm…u have a point
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:15:52 PM): sumtyms man gud iba akong gnapkta skong gbati jud
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:17:02 PM): if thats d case….cge basahon nko
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:17:08 PM): ^^
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:17:17 PM): wah!
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:17:21 PM): salamat
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:17:27 PM): naconvince ra jud
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:17:29 PM): hehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:17:36 PM): hehehe
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:17:44 PM): pro k2gon nmn ko
SIR KNIGHT (4/1/2008 2:17:51 PM): 2log sa ko
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:17:52 PM): wah
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:17:55 PM): kaw jud
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:17:57 PM): bah
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:18:00 PM): tsk3
hannah s. (4/1/2008 2:18:08 PM): hmmmmmmmm
I really had a hard time convincing SIR KNIGHT to read my blog.. well.. at least he really did!
But still I am not convinced with the reasons SIR KNIGHT..sorry.. :p

A Sad Reality..

Filed under: Not so the drama

End of the first semester… and as we all know, the students are now busy of getting the results of their final grades. Whooh! Mine is really crucial. I guess it will be a make or break of my future career. Though it hurts, but I am willing to accept the fact that I might have a failing grade (well, at least not as low as the passing grade 75). But for sure, a grade which could possibly let me out of the BSA program and force to shift w/ another course. Yeah, it is difficult and perhaps, it is one of the saddest moments in my life. And you know what’s painful? It is when, I myself know that I am capable of passing and make it to the cut-off grade and yet because of something, everything just pop-out like a bubble. I don’t know what to do because for sure my parents will get mad at me and 100% sure I will get mad at myself. I admit I am quite pretending that if ever I will fail, it will be okay.

Nope… I am wrong. I know I am just trying to fool myself, just trying to fool everyone around me. In reality it’s a double murder to my part. I am not yet done w/ what had happened to me last holy week and here comes another heart breaking experience which make it harder for me to breathe again. Tsk3 emoticon

Thoughts about Pride…

Filed under: Not so the drama

Sometimes we need to accept the fact that there were things which we need to sacrifice in order for us to grow with love and peace of mind.

Just like the word “PRIDE”. Of the entire attitude a person must possess, “PRIDE” is the most complicated one.

We often neglect HUMILITY for we let our pride dominates us.

FORGIVENESS is ignored; it is still because of the never ending PRIDE we have.

We believe we are hurt so we close our ears as if we are deaf, our eyes as if we are blind and sometimes we prefer to be silent; still because of pride.

We always think we are vindicated, that we are on the right-side not knowing that it is pride alone who squeezes and break our hearts into pieces.

Pride can shatter FRIENDSHIP, TRUST and even LOVE.

Sometimes we wanted to cry because we are hurt of the things happening to us but instead of crying, we tend to avert our emotions. There are times tears will really fall down from your face without noticing it… without any permission to yourself… it just fall silently.

And you know what, the saddest part is we can’t accept the fact that we are now crying. We tend to find so many other reasons to convince ourselves and even other people that it was not our intention to cry… that he/she was not the real reason why we cry. All of that is because of PRIDE.

If only we can forget about our pride, though it’s hard, hard as a stone on high mountains, then, we could possibly live a harmonious life together with our loved ones and to the people who are dearest and closest to our hearts.

Without pride, we learn to forgive… we learn to lend our ears and open up our eyes to someone we’ve closed our doors to. We’ll learn to be humble, to reach each others differences and accept the person for whom he/she really is.

PRIDE is nothing compared to LOVE. Good Day!emoticon






















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